hey, i hope you're feeling well.
im a little annoyed because i was just reminded of the anti-Catholic "mass graves" hoax in Canada frm a few years ago that led to filthy, mindless faggot anti-Christian extremists burning over 30 churches in that miserable shithole country.
it's -- wooooooooooooooooooooo.
if Don Lemon tried invading my Church, I'd end up in Hell. I would [batshit insane violent fantasy redacted]
i really would though. no, im-- im sorry, i guess im just a little tired of like, stuff like that. lol. you know. anti-Christians crying out in pain as they torch dozens of churches.
anti-Christian freaks are the scum of the planet. And I love them anyway. with all my heart.
let me ... change the topic...
I ordered a copy of Litany of the Long Sun, which is the first half of Book of the Long Sun.
It arrived covered in grease and with some pages torn up😪
New copy's coming, but what a pain.
I was looking forw-- I guess I could still start reading this one. But it's icky.
Uh... I was playing NG+ in Labyrinth. It's neat because the NEMESIS doesn't chase you around anymore and you have open access to the teahouse right away, as if uh... You know, it's a continuation of your in-world story, it's not just you starting over with your collected equipment.
There really is a note in the game that implies you're in Hell, though. It mentions how in a certain level, killers have their bodies brutalized by demons until they "die", and then someone yells "Revive! Revive!" Which just so happens to be what you see in the game when you die 💀
Why are you in Hell? Who'd you kill? It's ambiguous. There's some evidence that you betrayed your own master. Maybe you're guilty and have invented the Demon King to cope?
More than anything there's evidence that you've been here, in the labyrinth, before.
Maybe I'm just too... Maybe my gaydar is just so abused that it's become oversensitive but I actually think there's some indication that you were your master's lover. His passive and breedable relief boy. Now his avenging femboy.
A character points out that you're just a soldier, not a samurai, and wonders why you're so dedicated to him 😳 🫣 W... we're just bros being bros... Unless... 🥺
Anyway, there really is an actual puzzle in the game that involves the story of a royal and his girlfriend(male).
But most of the game's story is left open to interpretation.
In fact, it's me REALLY reaching to suggest you were his lover lmao like you could just feel GUILTY about having betrayed him. But who knows?
Ew I just remembered the femboy of the Moon from Dark Souls was EATEN in DS3.
I hate Dark Souls so much.
Isn't it also a popular theory that Seath boned Gwynevere and they made Priscilla?
That's our giant mom, and that scaleless fuck NTR'd us.
The entire series is just sexual humiliation. You get married in DS3 to a knight girl and it just means that you kill her, right? Yeah The marriage is you murdering her.
Of course the ONE GAME where you can get married to a 4-armed moonloli is the game I just couldn't bear to finish.
I hate these games 😪
Everything is just miserable.
I was so right in that article im too lazy to link rn. Actually I was even more right, because I forgot to write about the tragic fates of most of the characters you meet.
the gameplay is just so nice, though. sometimes. i need... you know what i need? a fantasy RPG that isn't fucking miserable but isn't turn-based. i-- i-- nevermind, i dont even like video games.
fights are on in an hour, lemme let you go. im forgetting a bunch of stuff but im in a bad moodlol. ill remember nextt time.
you know what it is... when i try to paste an emoji into the Neocities editor, that's when it freezes.
you ever feel like you've made a terrible mistake? lmao.
the problem with me--at least i think it is--is that while i love web design *in theory* i dont have the time or patience anymore(if I ever did) to make anything look the way i want it to.
but writing is uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... really important to me. you know, I'm great at a lot of things. Everything that I try, I'm good at. But I really enjoy writing, I always have.
So the idea of my writing being like, IMPRISONED inside this website, it doesn't feel good. It makes me feel like I'm trapped in a labyrinth for the entertainment of a demon king.
I did finish Labyrinth of the Demon King last night, though. How do I put this? I love it.
I was starting to think that it was going to be too long, but it's really not. There's 4 towers; you always start with the same one, then you can choose between 2(I believe) and the final is the Demon King's which is really only a single puzzle to get through before you fight him.
He wasn't too hard. I beat the piss out of him, really. He took me 2 tries, but I comfortably beat him on the second, not playing very skillfully at all.
overall experience? FUN AND SCARY. After you finish the first tower and get access to the teahouse as a sort of base, it becomes a much more... comfy game. It's still punishing, you still have to be careful, but you can always retreat and get some tea (3 doses of decently-healing macha that you can get for free, the cat demon sells you everything else at a high enough price) Soon after that-- in fact, I'm sorry, this changes everything... soon after you get access to the teahouse, in another tower, you rescue a girl who gives you a reusable talisman that warps you to it. So if you don't *have* to go to that tower next, you're going to want to so you can get that.
She'll meet you there and can clean 1 dirty weapon you find to make it useable!
On the other hand, in the opposite tower you'll save a priest who sells you talismans (extremely, extremely useful for getting out of bad situations--not to mention the teleporting one which literally does let you retreat)
He'll go to the teahouse too. IT'S LIKE THE FIRELINK SHRINE IN DARK SOULS.
I wasn't expecting the game to be so COMFY. It would have been a good game even without the teahouse. With it? Baby we're going into greatness.
I highly recommend the game. I'm giving it... a... a... a very solid 8 of 10. I'm tempted to go to a 9, but I don't want to be a whore giving out 9s.
also, isn't this the best? I love these two, I gave them a bunch of wholesome awards lol.
you know what else is nice? There isn't a bunch of stupid secret achievements. I didn't even realize I got all of them, that surprised me.
enough praise. what was BAD about the game?
the random spawning of enemies can sometimes put you in nightmarish situations, especially when you're being chased by the NEMESIS-like enemy. Halfway through the first tower you'll do something to make him start chasing you, and you won't be able to get him to leave you alone until... a little while into the priest's tower iirc. So you might be able to get him to stop sooner than I did: I had him messing with me for the entire time I was in the girl's tower. HE'S NOT SO BAD on his own. But if there's too many enemies around in a tight hallway, you might be a little boned. On the other hand, since enemies do attack each other, you can easily get them to fight so you can--i'm having too much fun talking about this game, I'm going to stop.
onemorething-- combat's fun. It plays like... Condemned: Criminal Origins, but is significantly easier. You can see enemy attacks coming a mile away, easily parry them, and cut their idiot heads off. Some of them take a lot of hits, but it's nbd if you're playing smart and never fighting more than 1 at a time.
okay REALLY LAST THING: there's a newgame+ where there's new puzzles, weapons, enemies, and generous amounts of upgrade materials. I love that. On the other hand, it kinda defeats the original ending of the game where you escape to see the outside lol. The girl's sad to see that you're back, believing that there really is no escape.
idk if beating NG+ really does break the cycle. It'd be nice if it did. That's a big problem I had with POOLS btw-- the ending just sucked and made the journey feel pointless.
At least with Labyrinth, even if you are trapped forever, you can enjoy brutalizing demons and relax at the teahouse.
that's enough, lemme get out of here. ttyl, pls take care+Godblesfrien
Hey, i hope you're feeling well. im freakin... brb...
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i g-- lmfao. the Neocities editor keeps freezing on me. Shame on me, right? Shame. On. Me.
Serves you right, you trusted a ...cat.
i'm typing this in mousepad now. idk, i'll try to paste it into Neocities and save it before it freezes. If not, LMFAO. idk. i'll do something else. I'll come back to you, I promise.
"I know you will!"
WHEN YOU WALK AWAY, YOU DON'T HEAR ME SAY
PLEEEEEEEEASE OH BABY DON'T GO
what would you consider to be the most satisfying VIDYA moment of your entire life?
It's got to be Sora and Kairi's kiss for me. KH3 overall was such a disappointment, but it gave us THAT. Finally, after all these years, there could finally be no more "T-they're just f-f-friends" cope.
IT'S OVER, FEMCEL, ACCEPT THE ROMANCE.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"
YOU POOR DUMB BITCH, IT WAS OBVIOUS FROM THE BEGINNING. IT'S TIME TO GROW UP!
"REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!"
sry-- were we talking about something? how did I end up on Kingdom Hearts?... oh, Neocities is messing with me.
But you know who I'm messing with? The Demon King. I just killed my 3rd boss. I killed a sludge monster in the Tower of Lamentation. And I killed a giant man-spider in the Tower of -- ? I have no idea actually. The Tower of Crushing Assembly. Which is basically a prison. I hate this place because it's full of skeletons, so my +5 Chrysanthemum Katana isn't effective.
my suffering knows no limits. I've got a big oni club though.
i actually kinda love this game, pls dont tell anyone. And it works great with a controller too, so I was just lying back and relaxing with it last night after the SECOND best day of my entire life.
what else... I finished reading Choice of the Black Goddess last night. It's Gene Wolfe's second contribution to the shared Liavek universe, which I have no interest in outside of Wolfe.
It was good though. It's a sequel to the Green Rabbit from S'Rian, following a naval captain and his tomboy first mate.
This time they're rescuing a troupe of shipwrecked actors from a mysterious jungle island. They come across a temple dedicated to the Black Goddess, "Precious Helper of Men".
and uh... it's a long story. but it's cool.
In the first story, iirc, the first mate loses her hand. In this one, she's grabbed by a demon and is being pulled into a pit as it's being closed by a -- it doesn't matter, the point is basically she can escape, and it'll kill her captain and everyone else--but it whispers it won't kill her. Or else it'll take her other hand as well.
She chooses to lose her other hand, but I *assume* due to the intervention of the Black Goddess, she not only keeps her hand but she gets her original hand back as well. Instead the demon loses *its* hand as it's locked away lol.
It had a few great lines in it, lemme see...
"Noen," Oeuni gasped. "It's got me. That thing!" Bright tears filled the eyes that never wept.
"Now you will die, all of you." It was the voice of the fourth wizard, of Marin's wizard. "She because she cannot get away. You because you will not leave her. They because they cannot leave their squares. But not I. Kakos is mine, you see, my crowning achievement."
Don't worry too much about what "the squares" or "Kakos" means, because in the literal next line, the Black Goddess fucking gibs him like an Indian getting hit by a train.
It was a neat story. Def confused me at the end--well, this cool line is a good explanation of why it confused me:
Oeuni paused, looking from the sea to the sky, then at the trim of Lady's sails. "Noen and I, and sometimes Noen and Dinnile, play conventional shah, using a flat board with sides. But there's another game; you pretend the board's a cylinder, that it wraps around the whole world, so to speak. Then a piece that goes off one side diagonally appears in the next row on the other, the way the black sultana did. You see, while we thought we were playing conventional shah, the gods were playing cylindrical shah. I think there's a message there, though I'm not sure I know what it means."
Basically, they had to play a human chess match, like that story by that guy I can't remember. You know... All the King's Horses by Kurt Vonnegut.
They didn't expect the Black Goddess to save them, but she moved a statue in the diagonal way mentioned, which just totally saved them. that's all.
Like most Gene Wolfe stories, you have to just read it for yourself.
afaik, this is the last of his contributions to that universe, which bums me out. I'm gonna miss Captain Tev Noen and his first mate Ler Oeuni, who now has both her hands again.
I might be in the mood for a novel. Am I ready for that commitment again? Maybe... There Are Doors?
"one of Wolfe’s strangest standalone novels, and it’s a very good fit if you like his dreamlike, ambiguous stuff. It follows a man named Green who gets involved with a mysterious woman, Lara, then seems to slip through an “invisible door” into an alternate world where the rules around sex, power, and identity are deeply off-kilter."
mmmmmmmmmm. maybe. actuallylol idk if i have it in me, it's just been such a great few days that I might be tricking myself into thinking I have more energy than I really do.
ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. maybe just another short collection.
idk. im out of time. memes, i'll get your memes...
kk. ttyl, plsstake care Godblesfrien
Hey, i hope you're feeling well. i already wrote some of this post earlier, let's see what i had to say...
I'm writing this on my phone in my bed because, as always, it is torture to sit at my desk.
Do you really think a $2000 chair would magically solve this problem? I doubt it sincerely.
Anyway... Meh. Labyrinth of the Demon King is fun. Sometimes it's heinously unfair, but there's not much penalty for dying. I really hope there isn't an achievement for beating the entire game without dying, that'd be diabolical.
There's a Nemesis-type enemy that will sometimes spawn nearby. You can temporarily stun him as a last resort, but it's way better and safer to run from him. He's not too bad. He hits like a truck but you're also much faster than him. You're faster than all of the enemies I've encountered thus far, which is nice. Also they'll fight each other which is also nice. You'll see 3 enemies going at it and then after a minute it's just one and you.
The hardest enemies imo are these obnoxious little fucking imps with knives. They take forever to kill, they attack faster than you can block sometimes, and. I hate them.
Zzzzzzz one pretty neat enemy is this hideous dog lizard thing that you have to crush the head of, or they just keep getting up. That's a neat idea.
I think there's multiple towers in this game, and I'm still only on the first after several hours. Idk how I feel about that.
😪I might not finish it.
It's good though, it's a . It's good. it really is. it's actually, dare I say it... VERY good?
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... I might be able to noclip past the music glitch in Penumbra.
Unless it's just tied to any enemy at all, which would thendjdjdudhdbdjdjfhdbdbbc
Forget it.
I just don't care. (edit: don't listen to me, I do care. Penumbra: Black Plague is one of my all-time favorite games, and it hurts my heart that I haven't been able to play it in years. Pls wish me luck that I can get past this glitch.)
It was a good day, (the BEST of my LIFE according to some sources) but I'm so tired.
Motorslice is fun. And you can take selfies with the girl and have her do an ahegao face with a peace sign ✌️ That's pretty impressive.
The true patrician choice is of course torogao, but it's still fun that it's even in the game.
Her name is P and she's cute, definitely cute
✌️😩
I'm definitely tired. I'll write more later...
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wow, that was really interesting Past Ask. anyway... Attack of the Dungeon witch is a pretty good song by a pretty crappy band-- He Is Legend. It's like, about a witchhunter who sleeps with the witch he's supposed to kill.
this is actually historically accurate, it's been documented that witches who were willing to repent and denounce the devil were allowed to be married off to a witchhunter so he could keep an eye on her. Witches were made for Witchhunter cock.
excuse me, that's very vulgar. anyway the band sucks, but the chorusof that song is just so good. "Must you leave your broom at the side of my bed?"
CLASSIC.
the singer from the band would later go on to rant insanely about how much he hates Christians, because for whatever reason, the band was under a Christian label-- Solid State-- and he claims they didn't promote them enough(the band sucks and at the time the label had bands like Demon Hunter, As I Lay Dying, Underoath, The Devil Wears Prada, etc.) and that kinda sours the song. but only a little bit, because I still love that chorus.
THE SIDE OF MY B-ED, I CAN'T LEEEEET YOU DO THAAAAAAAAAT CAST SPELLS ON MY HEEEEAAAADD
kinda related, the comic I backed last year, Writhe & Payne, showed up the other day. I read it. It's. Aight. It's okay. It's about a witchhunter dad and his witch daughter trying to save her sister from some demon. Because witches aren't *rrrrreally* bad, they're just misunderstood. lol.
I actually remember that the only reason I backed the book is because the artist had a big fat cross on his neck lol. otherwise I never would have even given it a chance. Again, it's aaaaaaight. And it's about as reverent as something like this can be. Except there's one really fucking weird part, where a witch puts a mask on a statue of the Christ, seemingly with the intent to... use Christ's power... with the mask? Likelolmaoaiy--it's the dad's mask, and it basically makes him a hulk-- and uh... like a few pages later he just takes it back from the statue and it's never addressed what the hell she was doing. Actually... the mask has thorns that come out of it, that uh... it might have been made from the Crown of Thorns... idk if I'm remembering that correctly or not.
Anyway... it was uh. a little fun. it's not great, but it's aiiiiiiiight. I don't think I care enough to find out what happens in the future, though.
oh and i didnt get another Onion, I GOT OSCAR OF ASTORA! I'm happy. But now that I have 2 out of the 6 figures, it's no-longer quite uh... I'm not going to spend another $20 and test my luck again lmao
"The Dargon Slayer" 😮💨
i actually hate that, because all of the figures are really cool.
there's a set for Dark Souls 2, but even though I've finished it, I'd be a bit of a poseur. I haven't played it nearly as much as 1. It'd be nice if I pulled Shanalotte. But a 1/6 chance? just JUST
im forgetting something but im too tired. and im hungry. im so hungry... lemme find some memes and end this...
kk. ttyl, plsstake care Godblesfrien
where am i...
gimme a sec here... where do you wanna start?
i promised a Citizen Vigilante review. i'll keep my promise rn, but i do want it to be its own page.
anyway... uhhhhhh... kino?
-----i was gonna post a screen from the movie here, but im literally too lazy, so it's the first in today's memes, sorry.-------
well it's no Taxi Driver. Lemm-- AAAAAAAA!!!! I need a new wifi adapter, my fucking --excuse my language... ok, where do i want to start...
i'm actually going to make this as brief as I can because im dying of heat like some European. Armie Hammer was great, very fun to watch.
some of the effects were hilariously bad. like that old gory Peter Jackson movie that I can't remember. some parts just made absolutely no sense. Like the vigilante's safehouse is stormed, and he's set up like, a bulletproof machine gun nest...box. box. and like a dozen SWAT guys just walk into the room and get killed. and they don't stop, they just keep walking in only to get mowed down. lol.
the MESSAGE of the movie? Is it HECKIN based? uhhhhhhhh. mostly. for a society where 1/2 of the population is willfully ignoring mass rape and murder and governments are systemically facilitating it. housing grown men next to schools. letting rapists get away with "sexual emergencies" and imprisoning native Europeans for complaining about being abused.
it's a brave message for a cowardly world.
some people have noted that the vigilante has some uh... hebrew letter tattooed on his chest. lol.
he's also a Nietzschean, which on one hand is extremely gay but on the other hand, I guess I appreciate Uwe Boll not having a Christian running around brutally killing people, even if they are rapists and murderers.
The movie tries to not be racist by literally having a diverse group of vibrant youth, including a white girl, assaulting some kid. lol. the fact that even one of the assailants was black does of course make this the most right-wing movie of the last decade.
the opening scene though, cuts l-- i can't believe i just wrote that. I was going to say "cuts like a knife", and it does, it's a mother going shopping with her kid and then being stabbed in the neck by a black migrant when they walk past him.
it was kinda weird seeing it in a film. This thing that happens daily, which leftists desperately, emotionally pretend doesn't happen because they're brain-raped into thinking pointing out patterns of violence is worse than the patterns themselves.
it just felt so real. Something the movie was missing though, WAS those people, those white genocide-deniers, because basically everyone in the movie just loves and supports the vigilante except for the police hunting him.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz oh man im getting tired, let me pl-- DEMOCRACY. the vigilante like, lectures a family because they don't respect "democracy", which is just kinda silly. again, it tries to not make the issue racial, any more than calling out "radical islam"
so the movie basically could have been produced by The Daily Wire.
some of the lines were pretty good though, and it does tackle a real issue. but it also wasn't really long enough lol. likeuhhhhhh... the vigilante kills about 2 dozen people, but it happens in 3 scenes and a dozen of those were riot police.
There's like 10 minutes wasted of him having sex with a prostitute(BASED?!?!?!?!?!) which does however have an extremely good autism-establishing moment where he complains about mold on the ceiling and scolds the girl for letting the hot water run without opening a window.
And there's 2 living victims of rape that he avenges. Except with one of them, I can't even remember if he actually got around to killing her rapists. I feel like I should remember that.
He definitely got the other one though--it was the infamous house scene where he executes 7 males, a father, and even a mother and daughter who said she had deserved it for wearing a skirt.
Zzzzzzzzzzz im rambling and just telling you stuff that happens, this isnt a review.
okay. Most of the acting except from Armie Hammer was pretty rough. the timeline kinda bounces around too much. and the message kinda being a little... not wanting to go the whole way and just being "Democracy good, Muslims don't like democracy" was a little weak. It still completely acknowledges the reality of migrant violence, just in a boomerish kinda way. "You value your religion above democracy!" the vigilante accuses the Muslims, and it's like just shut the fuck up lmao. Democracy is not to be valued over than Christianity, don't try to make this an issue of religion. Frankly even targeting Islam to begin with kinda sidesteps the race issue.
im so tired and i dont care about this. THE MOVIE wassss... ... look, treat it like an indie movie, which it literally is, and you'll be way more forgiving. It's not kino, it's basedsploitation. Is it good that it even exists? Kiiiiiiiiiiiiinda, but who is it really for? The people who ALREADY acknowledge mass migration and white-replacement? Who else is even going to watch it?
iirc the Angry Birds movie was a more subtle right-wing movie, right? i never saw it though, you tell me IM SO TIRED what else was there... Armie Hammer... the police hunting him down? totally just... there wasn't a lot of actual policework in the movie. like a detective seems to have randomly stumbled upon the vigilante. he sees him saving a group of girls from having their drinks spiked, and somehow that makes him suspicious that he's the vigilante. so he gets his fingerprints, and SOMEHOW finds him? I just dont...
and another AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
you know what though, i give the movie a lot of points for the vigilante having entered the country illegally, THAT was funny. Uhhhhhhhh... oh, i forgot, he also kills judges that give out light sentences, aaaaaaaaa... that actually was good to watch, his lines in it were kinda devastating. "You might as well have raped her yourself."
im kinda just rambling now. here it is: Armie Hammer was great, most of the other actors weren't, sadly, except the victims. uhhhh... writing was mostly fine tbh. Yeaah it should have showed more and told less but if this was a movie about a man hunting down nazis it'd be CERTIFIED FRESH on Rotten Tomatoes. Neither you nor I can remember the last time a "nazi" randomly stabbed a girl in the neck for no reason, but tee-hee they say mean stuff.
this review sucked and I apologize to you for it. this review was worse than the movie was. Do I recommend it? Sure, but if you're already well aware of the topic it's covering, it's not going to rock your world. It's not even especially feel-good lol, as feel-good as it might be possible. (It'd have been uh... more gripping to focus on ONE case, from beginning to end, to let you care more about the girl, hate her assailants more, and get more satisfaction from the vigilante killing them) If you're *not* aware, enjoy the movie knowing that the reality of the U.S. and Europe is way worse and there is no vigilante to give anyone justice.
im hungry, i gotta get out of here. more-fun post tomorrow. maybe i'll throw in extra memes to make up for this.
kk. ttyl, plsstake care Godblesfrien
"and this was the death I chose for her. You could call it the death of Dr. Island, a death that will help someone else."
"He was frightened by women; now he knows that they are really very weak, and he has acted upon certain fantasies and finds them bitter."
The Death of Dr. Island was sooooooooooo good, man. I HATED it.
first-- hey, I hope you're feeling well.
i was looking through old pages, trying to decide the next one to edit... as I sloooooooooooooooowly, slooooooooooooooooooooooooooowly update the site...
what a pain in the ass.
Just like the girl from The Death of Dr. Island.
I'm sorry to do this to you... but... i... i have to yap...
Do you remember my incredibly-solid original take on the story?
reading it back, idk--did the Island REALLY want h--no, no. I'm actually completely correct and I have nothing to add to it.
okay, yes I do... the older boy's fear of women. Did that necessarily mean that Dr. Island wanted him to kill the girl to overcome it? Why'd it introduce the younger boy then, hoping he'd be killed instead when the older one wasn't killing the girl? Did Dr. Island just hope that prolonged exposure to the girl would cure his fear of them, while yeeting the boy would uh, resolve his violent fantasies? That makes sense, I guess.
Something I didn't pay much attention to was the girl saying "Sometimes he wants to kill me."
How'd she know that? Did he tell her? Or could she just read him, it was that obvious? He can't have attacked her, though, whether he wanted to or not, because it's only at the end that he overcame his fear of women.
Instead of killing her though, he did feed her the entire time they were together. Until lil bro showed up. Is it really just a coincidence? What triggered him to finally kill her?
One possibility I imagine is that he didn't actually want to commit the violence, he didn't want to USE HIS HANDS. idk whether it was actual fear or a moral revulsion--he had no problem clobbering the boy, and he'd been interacting with the girl for a while. So I have to lean toward revulsion.
So when he and the boy got ahold of that uh, plasma cutter or whatever it was, he suddenly had what was basically a gun, and a way of instantly taking her life in an impersonal way. I think something that supports this is that he only shot her a single time, he didn't chimp out and blast her a dozen times until her body was gone.
The only issue with this is that I don't remember the timing-- did he kill her the same night he and the boy found the gun?
I don't even remember what they were doing when they found it... am I just making this up in my head, or was the older boy looking for a way to escape the island? Didn't he try to destroy some --
look at me asking you, I'm such a retard.
anyway--I think that's right. He wanted to get off the island without killing anyone.
To BE FAIR to Dr. Island, I don't really know for sure that he HAD to kill anyone--maybe if he'd reliably demonstrated that the fascination was gone, he could have been released...
...on the other hand, "this is the death I chose for her"... ...did the island really PUSH HIM into doing it? Or did it just not save her when it had the chance? Not much of a difference I guess.
ok im gonna eat some nilla wafers brb
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yum. i've wasted WAAAAAAY too much of your time, I'm sorry. no Citizen Vigilante review, we'll do it "tomorrow" and idk, whatever else i said i'd do. kk. ttyl, plsstake care Godblesfrien
my day was made because my friend downloaded the St. GIGA archive and said he enjoys it. I've BEGGED and PLEADED with you(You) to download it, but you(YOU!!) never did. But he did, and he likes it. That made me rly happy.
not enough people listen to me when i tell them to download archives of old Japanese satellite radio stations. not nearly enough.
anyway... what else... im not used to this...
im so. im so. oh, you know what i miss? big flashy titles to catch a reader's eye. especially since uh... lmaoAAAAAAAAAAAA since when i update my blog now, the blog *page* is going to not uh-- you know, you click the thumbnail, and rather than displaying it in the index, it takes you to the page itself. which . whatever... you know what, im gonna put some bigass title at the top and just change it every day lol...
there
anything new with you? i hope you're doing good. not well, good. or both, but not just well.
you play any vidya today? i played uhh... Dark Souls... I killed the stupid fucking giant rat in the sewers. He raped me first, and ALMOST got me again when I tried getting muh souls back, but I got him. I uh, you know... just kept luring him to the doorway where he couldn't get in. Cheap enemies deserve cheap deaths.
So I'm close to the uh... what? The Gaping Dragon now, right... 
so INTIMIDATING but one of the easiest bosses in the game. so easy that you might get lazy and he might actually kill you. can't let that happen! i think you can summon both Solaire AND uh... golden boi. after this, i will of course KILL golden boi to prevent him from murdering my mute waifu.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzz im bouncing around lol, i played some Sekiro and Dark Souls 3, too. i *installed* 2 as well lmao... i need to finish 3 though for the first time, i never did... and ...psh, TECHNICALLY I Never finished Sekiro either, i literally got to the last boss(or second to last? the RAGE guy, you know) and didnt have the will to go on. it's such a ball-busting game, man. When people say "GIT GUD", no other Souls game forces you to GIT GUD as much as Sekiro does. you can only get so much extra health before you have to just skill your way through it. but i didnt have THAT much trouble with the game... the gorillas, of course, fucked my shit up, but ...other than that, it was moooostly not so bad.
...im so tired. lemme just go. here's some memes. i'll ttyl. pls take care.Godblesfrien
Where am i... hey, i hope you're feeling well. i've been making BIG PROGRESS with the website. BIGLY. it's uhh... fun, very fun. i really like how a lot of it is coming out. like look how NICE those cards look on the vidya page, isn't that just NEAT?
although, you know. i uh... i still dont really know how i'm going to uh...Zzzzzzzzz handle images. you know, a bunch at once. gimme a sec to.. how about this, does this work...
okay, for now, please accept this:
im way, way too tired to think of another way of doing it.
anything else... no, im so tired. im so hungry. im so. ttyl. Godblesfrien
all of the other posts are just examples written by Gem lol.
hey, i hope you're feeling well. uhhhhh... still working on the site. i'm--i know it's very plain rn, but i'll uh... make it a little nicer
i need to get used to writing in the actual page again.
i'm startingg to liek it. did anything happen today? yeah, but nothing i want to talk about... what else...
i beat the Gargoyles in Dark Souls. When I say that, I mean I summoned some random guy with a giant rapeclub and he basically 1-shot both of them.
Good old summonfrens. This game is... 15 years old. Even the remastered version is still 8 years old. And you can still find some guy to help you kill the Gargoyles.
I summoned Solaire too, lol.
i saved that golden knight guy... how long do i have until he kills the Fire Keeper? I'm not going to let him, I'm going to kill him first. I don't want or need his armor. So I'm going to kill him.
I WILL SAVE HER!
i know if you resurrect her, she can speak again. But she doesn't like speaking anyway, so you tell me what the point is. Go ahead. Girl without tongue is murdered, you resurrect her and she has a tongue again, but she hates speaking and so she doesn't. why not spare her the fear and pain of being murdered?
If she changes her mind one day, then she can let someone kill her I guess.
ALL GIRLS SAVED route. Of COURSE I will kill Petrus before he murders that priestess girl. OF COURSE I will NOT attack the cute barefoot dragon girl.
am i forgetting anyone? there's ... some sister of the witches that teaches you pyromancy, right? Does she die if she teaches you like, her final spell or something? Am I remembering that right?
what else... ... ... lol. cute spider sister. I WILL PROTECT HER WITH ALL THAT I AM.
anyway... i think that's all i have to say rn... i... well, i did another level of POOLS lol. It's so freaking... uncomfortable lmao. It's actually REALLY impressive how totally uncomfortable the game is to play. I highly recommend it. It's on sale rn.
no jump scares, just like, total... you can't even call it "dread", although some parts are scarier than others... none of it is "scary", but it's just liek, it's tense. do i hav-- how hard is it for me to put images in here now... gimme a sec...
this actually kinda spooked me EXTRA hard, because it reminded me of a nightmare I had as a kid, when some force was pulling me down the stairs and I desperately was holding onto the railing and praying the Lord's Prayer. It kept me from going down and I woke up.
Today I figured out the game archive grid with Gem, and honestly, the site is starting to look real. Neocities seems like the perfect home for this project. Now I just need to actually sit down and finish that Elden Ring article...
Spent the evening trying to figure out why my local browser was blocking my files. Turns out it's just CORS security stuff. Glad I don't have to rewrite the whole skeleton to fix it. Coping well so far.
Started rebuilding the website today. I'm stripped out all the old clutter. Keeping it minimal this time so I can actually focus on the writing for once.