Is
the CROSS the only counter to the nose ring?
Is
the CROSS the only counter to the nose ring?
Can you really just throw a cross on a girl and make her attractive? Can it be that simple?
Yes.
Without that around her neck, she’s still cute, I can and will grant you that. I’m not going to be unreasonable, I’m not gonna LIE. But it’s simply too dangerous without it, you don’t know WHAT the hell is going on in that head. The cross is like a stamp of quality-assurance, for a base level of sanity and morality. She may be screwed up in all sorts of ways, like we all are, but she’s at least probably not going to gleefully destroy your life. (there are cross-wearing women who will, but they don’t look like this, they look like uh… tense, sanpaku-eyed trash, they don’t have the ability to look serene. You understand exactly what I’m talking about. Some people always look sound and feel like they’re on edge as if their bodies are naturally producing Adderall)
There really is a certain kind of alt girl, who looks like this, who is genuinely a good girl and will not fucking destroy you even if things don’t work out with her. (Don’t mess up, bro) Girls who look like this are the REAL tradCath girls.
...is that too far? Maybe a little bit. I’ve been too weak to girls who look like this all my life, so you can’t actually take what I say for granted. But I don’t think I’m wrong. No girl who looks like this ever tried to uh… dominate me the way feminists dominate their frail soyjak sex slaves.
The hoodie-wearing Christian-raised girl with messy hair is highly underrated. She’s so chill and expects so little from you it’s insane. THAT’S NOT AN EXCUSE for you to disrespect her or mistreat her or not go above and beyond for her, I’m just telling you that you are not going to be nagged into an early grave over the most trivial materialistic idiocy imaginable. And she’s not going to have some silly “6 foot, 6 figures” requirement, despite her DESERVING it just on the basis of being so pleasant and attractive. Guys complain all the time about women having unrealistic expectations—and they do, but even though those same guys will often admit that those women aren’t especially good looking or charming to begin with, they’ll take those demands from those undateable women, and then use them to be blackpilled about the entire female sex. That’s not right, is it?
No man has ever seen a woman with salary demands to date her who was worth dating in the first place. This is a fact. Frankly, probably not even height demands, either. Go ahead and want or even require any height you want, but *writing it down for people to see*? Ick. My sister, you are hurdling toward 30 and still single for a reason.
“I know what I deserve!”
Do you, though? I don’t really think so. Christians know what we really deserve. We deserve *less* than what we have. I don’t deserve a chill girl in a hoodie, I deserve to burn in Hell. That’s what I deserve.
Sry, I got off track...
I remember Wanglin pointing out, for the purpose of blackpilling, that all of the richest and most powerful men in the world had their wives cheat on them or divorce-rape them. But that’s not blackpilling to me, because that’s not my experience.
Why do I have better taste in women and judge them better than the richest and most powerful men in the world? What am I, some kind of genius? I know it’s not fair because I’ve never been married, but I really don’t think… I’m pretty sure most of the girls I’ve ever been with would not divorce-rape me the way some of those poor rich bastards got got. In fact, some of them don’t even believe in divorce. I know MGTOW insist that there’s no signs and it’s literally-impossible to tell if a woman will betray you, but uhhhhh… no, I don’t think so.
What else… lol and you look at some of these rich men’s wives, and they’re kahahahahahAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT WERE THEY THINKIIIING? People talk all the time about attractive women with ugly bastards, but what about uh, absurdly-rich handsome men with unattractive women? Like, why did the PRINCE OF ENGLAND MARRY a woman I wouldn’t even take to McDonald’s? The McDonald’s drive-thru girl would end up being cuter. That’s mean, im sry. She’s… sometimes... ...pretty. She’s not UGLY. But do you understand what I’m saying? If you’re a PRINCE you should marry a girl who I’m not even able to write like this about. Okay? Marry a McDonald’s drive-thru girl.
None of that has anything *necessarily* to do with how loyal they’ll be, but still. If you’re rich, and you’re too autistic to tell if a woman is a gold-digger, why oh why oh why wouldn’t you at LEAST pick an attractive one?
A girl who looked a lot like
←this
literally lived with my fat neet friend in a freaking dilapidated mostly-abandoned, questionably-legal hotel with destroyed walls. Okay? She wanted nothing. He’s the worst retard who ever walked the face of the earth for breaking up with her. I’ve told you about him before, so I’m not even repeating the *insane* reason he left her.
Girls will live in squalor with YOU, a fat neet, and you’re blackpilling? He wasn’t even 6 feet bro.
Anyway, sry, I spent way too long on … this… what—what do you wanna talk about?
More Gene Wolfe?
Where we left off: Beggarboy, Storybro, and a Blind Man decide to go visit the garden where the story supposedly happened.
What happened?
Uhhhh… turns out Storybro and Blind Man were jerks and used Beggarboy to get the girl—the “Rose” so she could open a treasure vault of Osiris that could only be opened by loOooOoove.
They’re actually magicians of some kind and turn our beggarbro into a bird and make him fly to collect the rose they need.
The rose, who is indeed a girl, falls in love with our beggarbro. They’re discovered by the CHIEF EUNUCH, who’s about to kill them.
But when they touch a stone together, it opens and reveals a passage. Beggar says it’s a treasure vault. Eunuch decides to keep them alive so they can keep it open and he makes them walk down ahead of him.
When they reach the bottom, it’s a muddy cave with some water. No treasure. Eunuch’s like “ok, just gonna kill you now sry.”
a crocodile wearing jewelry jumps out of the water and freakin pulls him in.
But he’s actually still there on the land lying down somehow.
The crocodile comes back and before Ali can run, it gets him to. But then he looks around and realizes he’s okay.
Uhhhhh… Eunuch wakes up and is basically a changed man. He becomes the only cool eunuch in any story I’ve ever read. He calls the kids his master and lady and vows to kill the pasha for them.
By using both of her hands, Zandra was able to lift the somewhat muddy scimitar and return it to him.
“I dreamed I was a whole man, my child,” the eunuch told her, smiling a little at himself. “Isn’t that odd? I’ve never been one, to be sure—I was only ten. Yet I dreamed I was a whole man, and standing before the gates of paradise. An angel told me—” He shook his head. “Excuse my wandering, I beg, my master, my lady. I’m still not quite myself. And so terribly cold. I shall return to the surface and do as you have bid at once. No doubt the exercise will warm me.”
Ali raised his hand to stop the eunuch, but Zandra pulled it down again. When he was gone, Ali asked her, “Do you really think he’ll do that? Kill the pasha?”
Zandra shrugged. “As Allah wills it, O my lover.”
Allah willed it. Ali(Beggarbro) becomes the new pasha of ALL EGYPT and marries Zandra.
Not before Storybro(really some prince from Baghdad who wanted Zandra for himself) ambushes them. Ali kills him though (lol).
Uhh… what else… Oh, that crocodile in jewelry wassss… the god Sobek. Who I guess is uh… good. Or good enough to not have killed them. And Blind Man may have been the god Sutekh. Ali has the opportunity to kill him, but decides not to out of mercy.
The end, as far as I can tell, is Sutekh escaping, maybe with the help of some ghuls (which I forgot to mention they passed by on the river earlier—they raid the old tombs of the “infidels”) with Ali repeating a line he’d said when they first saw them and heard them greeting the Blind Man from the distance.
“Peace. We will speak no more of these evil things.”
uhhhhhhhhhhhh… really good, I liekd it.
Oh, I just forgot, there IS another eunuch in a different story who’s really cool too, the one in Book of the New Sun. Some might say, the greatest eunuch who ever lived? In fact, not even a eunuch, but a fully-emasculated man who tried and failed to save Urth.
Hey bro? Yeah, you(You), would you literally put your dick on the line? Would you?
In Gene Wolfe's Urth of the New Sun, the test Severian faces with the hierodules carries the explicit risk of emasculating him into an androgyne if he fails—meaning the loss of his full manhood, which encompasses both testicles and penis to render him sexless or neutered.
The previous Autarch failed this test, suffering that exact fate as punishment, which is why Urth remained unredeemed until Severian succeeds. Malrubius warns him directly that failure means "your manhood will be taken from you," preventing him from passing on the Phoenix Throne through descendants.
This gamble ties into Severian's role as Autarch: he must prove worthy to pilot or embody the New Sun's arrival, or Urth dies in eternal winter. The androgyne transformation symbolizes ultimate defeat—stripped of gender, potency, and lineage—echoing Wolfe's themes of sacrifice and identity.
Rough stuff, huh? You didn’t answer my question, bro. Would you? Would you literally risk everything between your legs to try to save the world?
Well?
Idk, I’d like to think I would. Idk about you, but I really really like my manhood though. Probably too much.
If they could at least promise me it’d be TOTALLY PAINLESS if I failed, I’m sure I’d give it a shot for the greater good. But what if they couldn’t? aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA—no, I’m sure they really would make it painless, they weren’t freakin SAVAGES, the “people” administering the test were essentially God’s direct servants; greater and more good than any human.
The “pain” of living(“living”) without it would be bad enough.
Imagine paying demented surgeons tens of thousands of dollars to destroy your genitals irl, and you’re not even trying to save the world, you’re just trying play pretend a little less noble.
Uhhh… some people are visiting an alien world & they’re on a big ship. Our protag wants to go down there. The plants hide from Sun. Spooky.
Seems like crew members can use some kind of currency or something to just request sex from each other. Bro pulls out a book for a girl and she signs it and says she’ll be ready in a bit. The future’s so bright.
Captain’s a woman. Kinda like the uh… Exultants from BOTNS(although not quite that tall), she’s freaking TALL. Probablyyy… 6’6 minimum, maybe even 7 feet; it’s an EARTH POLICY to give rich girls more nutritious food than the poorcels so they can produce more gigachads and turbostaceys. Cap’s a head taller than our protag, Johann, and TOWERS over the girl he’s propositioning.
...and that’s basically as far as I’ve gotten lol. Just some world building rn. Liking it so far, I really like when Wolfe writes SHIPS, nice BIG SHIPS, the size of towns or cities or continents. Or planets.
I forgot to mention that… in The Most Beautiful Woman on the World, Davis mentioned there was a demon in the vault of the “castle” that may have been Moloch. That’s probably significant. Maybe has something to do with the leapers. Also the girl’s husband uhhhh… he wasn’t just an alien or something, he was, I think, totally normal until he first visited the castle. He probably spent a lot of time on the ship, in some other place, before finally returning to her and trying to take her.
I’m so tempted to look up others’ interpretations, but a lot of the fun of these stories is uh… not doing that.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
get a load of this disgusting list. Half or more don’t even deserve consideration.
This
is probably the single worst “Top 10 Best Games Ever Made” list
in all of human history.
But we’ll talk about it next time. I’ll try to come up with my own. You try too! I wanna see what you think. I know you(You) will come up with something much better than this.
I’m too tired to think about it rn though.
I played a bit of The Citadel last night. Which surely must mean my headache’s not as bad.
It’s actually not as good as I remembered lol. Beyond Citadel is much more “complete”. But it’s still really, really good. If Beyond Citadel clobbers most shooters these days, Citadel still easily competes with them.
I’ll tell you this: The Citadel deserves to be on that list a lot more than God of My Wife’s Son does. TWICE is so insane. Someone on 4chan literally would have made that list as bait.
...
...how do you think PS3 emulation’s been going? You think I could get Demon’s Souls working?
Forget it. Why bother. Maybe I’ll try Tomb Raider today.Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
that’s all…
…
Maybe I could try Black Souls again… I—no, no. I know I had a good reason. I think I wasn’t satisfied with Jeanne’s ending, even the good ending.
FATE’s Jeanne on the other hand… Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz mobile games are actually fun, why don’t I play them more?
…
hey you know what was a really good game? The Hobbit for GameCube. That game ROCKED, bro. I kinda wanna replay it…
I think I’m starting to feel a little better.
God, I love video games. I love my friends and I love my God and I love my country and uh, and God bless America I guess, what else can you say?
Pls keep praying for me, just in case.
I’m
praying for you too, oomf
Remember
Remember the March of Fujimasa
The Uma musume and trot.
I
can think of no reason, that Umamusume
Should ever be forgot.
I just can’t do it, bro.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I’ll try again 😒 having to reset the stupid Majora’s Mask clock is really humiliating, but idk if it’s working well enough. Less than 1/4th my PB? What am I getting weaker? Can I just blame how awful I’ve been feeling the last few days? It’s cope, but it’s what I’m going with.
I wish I could be as lucky as the man in The Great Divorce who has an angel just offer to literally-kill his lust.
I guess he wasn’t so lucky when he had to be in Hell at first, though.
No excuse. I’ll just try again. This time I’ll get it.
I’ll start now, but I’m too ashamed rn to add the stupid clock, I’ll put it back in a few days or something.
Obviously today’s quote is extra relevant & painful:
“Nothing great is ever achieved without enduring much.”
–St. Catherine of Siena
