Z zzzzzzzz… aAAAAAAAAAA

Hey, I hope you’re feeling well.

Zzzzzzzz

where am I…

I don’t care. I’m going backto sleep.

I’m going backto sleep.

No, I’m awake. I’m fine.

Was there anything I wanted to talk to you about…

lemme check my notes for a topic…

not a lot that’s cheerful, I...

This is kinda funny I guess:

I wrote “Young Padawan”

the other day, a superchatter sent Nick some dimwitted message calling him “Young Padawan.” Some total gibberish, I don’t even remember, something –okay, I’m going to get the exact quotes so you can see how insane this is lol… and keep in mind, these are $20 each. Here’s the first one:

“Nick fuentes im partial to the name lmao.. yo brother.. theres solid men around you always…. If you dont know KT you literally just got redpilled young padawan 🍀 CHILL a bit, fuckerz are asking you! 🙏”

off to an AMAZING start. Condescending, idiotic, sure. God only knows wtf “KT” is. But uh, kinda positive, right? Then a few minutes later...

“Also…. Stop slamming your viewers… you have great responsibilit—” (Nick just cut it there lol)

then 5 minutes later:

“You gonna read the chats pussy?”

😭 You. Gonna. Read. The. Chats. PUSSY.

So “young padawan” to “pussy” in a few minutes.

Egotistical old men are just completely fucking insane.

If you as a man can’t get a grip and have some self-awareness, you may end up as the kind of ancient clown who calls someone who’s younger than you “young padawan” even if they’re far, far more intelligent and successful than you. You’ll pay $20 to do it, and then you’ll pay an additional $40 to get upset and finally freak out on him.

I was going to call him a Gen-Xer a first, but do Gen-Xers really use “lmao” very often? I guess it could be a millennial, but idk man. He could be right in the middle. Definitely at least in his 40s, right? A Boomer would never call you a “pussy”.

$60, man.

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

that’s all, I just enjoyed that. The descent into madness.

Speaking of that, maybe we can talk about Chud’s tragic tale next time.

Zzzzzzzzzz anything else…

yeah, here’s a pic of Ask-chan with the Bogdanoff brothers.

L ol.

Why did I do this… oh, this is… idk how much I can write about this, or how funny it is but...

ASIAN PLASTIC SURGERY

maybe specifically Korean, idk. So it’s like this: idk about you but I hear this all the time: “THEY ALL GET PLASTIC SURGERY” I think usually from coping wignats. Well, it’s mostly them when *I* hear it, maybe you hear it from like, normal coping girls or something.

and it’s like okay maybe every single Korean person on the planet has gotten plastic surgery, but when you say that, what does that really even mean? They’re still fucking beautiful lmao

when a White woman gets plastic surgery, she ends up looking like a Bogdanoff.

There’s nothing wrong with looking like 2 of the most handsome men who ever walked the earth, but I believe women don’t really want to look like men.

And this isn’t just me—me, who loves White women more than you do—disrespecting White women, because I think they don’t need surgery in the first place unless they’re horribly, tragically fucked up. I also think Asian girls don’t. Women are just attractive, bro, I love them.

But when Asians get plastic surgery they look like literal angels. Whites get plastic surgery and look like they got attacked by a chimpanzee. If you know you know, I’m not posting the pic of that poor woman.

So what does this mean… what’s so different?

Do they just have VASTLY superior surgeons over there? Or is an Asian face a better “base” to be worked on?

Idk about the latter though, because—and I know it’s obviously wrong that I know this, but uh, some JAV actresses with... enhanced breasts actually look pretty good, whereas they always, always, always, look completely atrocious in America. Like lawsuit-worthy, it’s really disgusting to me what plastic surgeons get away with. Real Outlast: Whistleblower shit.

So maybe it’s just the surgeons after all. Or, I guess it could still be both. Well, the surgeons are *certainly* better at least.

I don’t know the answer. I think that’s everything I had to say. They already look good imo, and the surgery make them superhuman so what’s the cope here? There’s still no shortage of hot White girls.

BUT. Is it moral? That’s another question, and idc right now.

Also a lot of this “they all get surgery” talk is probably just directed at like, k-pop idols or something. But American pop stars literally make me sick to my stomach. Normal American girls are actually attractive, and our POP STARS look like eldritch horrors.

Okay that’s a completely different topic now. Another day(never)

Wow that was REALLY interesting!

Thanks for reading, I’m sorry that I wrote all of that.

Man, Outlast 2 sucked so much. What a disappointment.

readan?

Westwind

Continuing my thoughts from last time...

...Uhhhhhhhh… idk, what do you think? The “Ruler” employs the entire nation, or at least many people, as his “spies” in order to make them feel special and loved?

Maybe they *are* special and loved, though.

The ruler, whether he’s an AI or an actual person, the former is more likely if multiple people are going to be constantly reporting in to him—uhhh… he can’t provide help for the “spies” that isn’t --

now, what I was GOING to say was that the ruler can’t provide help, at least for the man, in a direct and obvious way.

When I say “can’t”, I’m actually not certain of that, at all. There’s no evidence that he “can’t”, only that he can’t right now.

But assuming he really can’t, this basically means that any good that ever happens in Westwind’s life, he can attribute to the ruler. Gets a new job, gets a new girl, etc.

I wonder if maybe there’s only a handful of Westwinds and the ruler maybe even set the guy and girl to meet with each other. Or if *everyone* is a Westwind, and the ruler does little or nothing to help them.

Or, there’s also no reason he can’t help them in big, “real” ways even if everyone is Westwind. Idk.

I know,

“waow this is just like God.”

Uhhhh… kinda. They’ve got it a little easier than we do, don’t they? They can see the ruler’s face. They can hear his voice.

Another interesting bit is that they report to him before they go to sleep, like a bedtime prayer.

I liked the story. I don’t know what interpretation I like the most. But I’m glad that they all feel loved. Isn’t that nice?

Also he scored a cute blind gf.

Actually now that I think about it—the girl tried to sleep at a station and a bunch of men were around also trying to sleep. Had they also already reported to the ruler? Also the very question of whether some citizens aren’t loyal to the ruler suggests to me that not everyone is Westwind. Neither the guy nor the girl were acting like they weren’t loyal to him, so it’s not like it(the others behaving poorly) can necessarily be dismissed as them faking it.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… my head freakin hurts, I’ll brb…

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that’s a little better. Was I……………………………..ok...that’s all

I forgot the name of the nextt story

It was good. But im too tired.

Ill tellyou next time… no, okay, look… it was…

Sonya, Crane Wessleman, and Kittee

…

I’m just not really feeling up to it. it was a good story. I’ll tell you next time.

It’s kinda like...

Castle of Days

I finally pulled out Castle of Days 😪 you know, each story is for a certain day…

the next is for Armed Forces Day on the 16^th, it’s called

The Blue Mouse

God help me, I’ll try to remember to read it. We just missed the Mother’s Day story, Car Sinister.

After the 16^th, the next will be…

Memorial Day, the 25^th, How I Lost the Second World War…

Am I really going to read both the Book of Days stories and Storeys from the Old Hotel at the same time?

Yes, obviously the Days stories are the priority.

Playan?

...just some … DQ4, that’s all. Nothing to say really. I got nothing for you. Haven’t played any more MGS2.

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oh, but… here’s some funny old screens I took from DQ7.

I should have … changed the file arrangement …

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am I hot? Maybe I’m just too hot. I might be hungry. I’m not.

Memes and stuff to reward your suffering

I have zero self control. Sorry.

I’ll try again another time. I’m not up to it rn

yeah, I know. It’d improve my mood in the long run. I just canI CANT RN.

I need a system to distract me. I’ll figure it out.

It’d literally just be easier to get married.

That’s about all.

Pls keep praying for me, just in case.
I’m praying for you too, oomf

Remember Remember the March of Fujimasa
The Uma musume and trot.
I can think of no reason, that Umamusume
Should ever be forgot.

The Wisdom of the Saints: Obedience

“He that is truly obedient does not wait for a command, but as soon as he knows what his superior wishes to have done immediately sets himself to work, without expecting an order.”

–St. Albert the Great

Ttyl, pls have a good day.Godblesfrien

btw go read all my other stuff, idk why you haven’t yet. InPieces.rip