I ever tell you—no, there’s no way I’ve told you this, right? Maybe I have, I’ll repeat it anyway. Ju-On/The Grudge used to scared the everloving shit out of me. Big deal, they’re horror movies. But I mean they REALLY scared me. Like if I randomly thought about that spooky white(literal) bitch at night, I’d suddenly have to turn a light on lol. But in my early 20s, something started changing inside me. I started to become attracted to Asian girls. So I channeled this new energy into Kayako, trying to make myself think she’s hot, instead of just being scared of her. It worked and she’s no longer the scariest thing on the planet. But they’re still great, very scary movies. Or the first few are, I guess the latest ones probably suck. The American remakes weren’t as terrible as usual, at least they weren’t as bad as the Pulse remake. Hey, I hope you’re feeling well.I’m… I’m okay I guess. My head hurts a little. Did I get enough sleep last night? I can’t even tell. I forced myself to work out this morning, it felt really good. Nothing serious, some push-ups and pull-ups after walking dog. I hope if I get uh, in the habit again, I’ll feel better. Hopefully. I hope. Hopefully. I really hope. It’s actually concerning to me how little energy I have. Anything else… Yeah, here’s an unpleasant topic to torture you with. Chud the BuilderSome local black murdered Chud the Builder’s dog, how about that? You ever even know that? I didn’t know that. Well, I guess the dog probably called him nigger so he deserved it. I wrote out a lot, but I’m actually just making myself mad. If you’re really SUPER INTERESTED in example #10,402,324,438 of anti-White bias in U.S. courts, then LP has a good enough take to listen to. I’m just a little tired & if I start going off, I’m going to completely lose my mind. |
readan?Sonya, Crane Wessleman, and KitteeThis is the last time I will post the image.
Basically, Crane is some rich guy whose friend accidentally invites Sonya to play [some rich person game idr] with them. Crane’s wife is dead, and he and Sonya liIIiiIiIiiiike each other. He invites her to his house one day, and she sees on his door “Crane Wessleman and Kittee” and she’s like “Great. Of course.” A sexy naked catgirl answers the door and lets her in. She can talk a bit IIRC, but she’s about as smart as a cat. Crane’s house is the house of a man who stopped caring after his wife died. Trash everywhere, eating microwave meals. Sonya basically starts coming weekly just to take care of him and the house. He shows her a magazine that lists different uh… anthro… people. That you can either buy or make yourself. He said he wants to make sure his estate gets a catboi for Kittee after he’s dead so she can be happy, and gives Sonya a “significant” look. Idk if that meant he knew he was dying, or if he wasn’t sleeping with his catgirl, which seems impossible. Eventually he stops calling. Sonya waits a few days and comes over herself and finds Crane dead. Poor Kittee has had to eat some of his leg! Sonya starts making some food for her and, I think, wonders if Crane left Kittee to her, or left either of them any money—something like that. Uhhh… it was a good story. Sad. There is something really strange about, though… uh… time. I think the time is… either running backwards, or it’s looping –wait a second, no no no, uh… it might just take place in… the future. “Durr, obviously”. Shut up, lemme just... Here’s the beginning of the story: The relation between Sonya and Crane Wessleman was an odd one, and might perhaps have been best described as a sort of suspended courtship, the courtship of a poor girl by a wealthy boy, if they had not been quite old. I do not mean to say that they are old now. Now Sonya is about your age and Crane Wessleman is only a few years older, but they do not know one another. If they had, or so Sonya often thought, things might have been much different. What do you make of that? I know what you’re thinking “Erm, Ask, obviously ‘now’ just means the beginning of the story.” Oh yeah? Well the story only takes place over a few months. And if they’re not old “now”, whenever “now” is, how can you say they were “quite old” when they’re literally about to meet each other? Am I really overthinking it? Lemme check the introduction for the story… Nothing, just about how the models in magazine adverts are nice looking. In the story, “John-John Kennedy” is going to be inaugurated at *some point* in the future—either theirs or ours—“John-John” being the press nickname of JFK Jr. JFK Jr. was assassinated in a “““““plane crash””””” at age 38. To be President, you only have to be at least 35. Lemme see… so, he’d be inaugurated in 1995 at the *earliest*, right? (whatever year around then was an election year, whatever) So the story has to take place IN THE FUTURE: the 90s. When did Gene Wolfe write this lol… It was first published in 1970, so of course it’d be the future for him. Wooooooow so JFK Jr. was still alive when he wrote it. Okay, so when Wolfe said they’re not old “now” he meant at the time of writing: the 70s, since they WOULD be old by the time JFK Jr would be President. That makes sense, right? Plus, it mentions that Sonya looks like some actress who’d be attending the inauguration. Idr her name but the actress was like 30 years older than John-John, which fits the bill of her and Crane being old when the story’s taking place. Kinda neat that Wolfe, by saying “they’re not old now” is establishing their existence in the same timeline as himself. Talking about them both in the present and past-tense means that for him, the story both already happened, and hasn’t happened yet. One more thing… if Sonya is about YOUR age, and YOU aren’t young, doesn’t that just open up even more opportunities? 😴 easily explainable w/ youth-preserving medical technology, since they’re creating catgirls. You(You) could be 80 years old and still maybe be young in the story. ...would have been a lot simpler just by realizing that OBVIOUSLY he wrote the story many years ago lol I really did overthink it. The Packerhaus MethodIs the next story. Haven’t read it yet. Castle of DaysArmed Forces Day: The Blue MouseIt’s so much easier to *say* you’re going to read a story on a certain day than actually do it 😪 I have to skip this one, I’m sorry. You know what, though? Let’s get Perplexity to give us a pitch at least. The Blue Mouse by Gene Wolfe is a short, character‑driven story about a man named Lonnie who returns to a small, decaying town in the American South after a long absence, ostensibly to attend a family funeral. Without spoiling anything, the plot centers on his uneasy interactions with old acquaintances, the weight of buried memories, and the quiet, almost mundane way the past begins to press in on the present. What kind of story it is
Why it might appeal to you
Why yes, I DO like Wolfe’s other work, thank you. Maybe I’ll try to read it for myself today, but there’s just no chance I can do a write-up for it today. If I do read it, I’ll get Perp to give you a summary. ... Did I read it? Yes/No next: Memorial Day, the 25th, How I Lost the Second World War… |
Playan?I hate Psycho Mantis so much. I beat him in the PS1 version, but just like in Twin Snakes, I had some trouble with the controller port trick. You can’t just “switch” it in Mednafen afaik, if you remove the port 1 controller and only have one mapped in port 2, it just doesn’t work. So… you have to uh… map a controller to the 2nd port at the same time. When I did that though, for whatever reason, it stopped me from using the CIRCLE BUTTON. So I couldn’t heal for the entire fight, and I was already missing like half my health. Thankfully I guesssssss if you have rations equipped it automatically uses one if you run out of health, because I think it still used one. And I just hip-tossed Meryl around to KO her, so that was fine. The fight itself isn’t bad *at all* but HAVING TO DICK WITH THE CONTROLLER is always such a pain in the ass. What’s next… Sniper Wolf sucked, of course. You aim so slowly with the rifle, she hits you, takes almost half your health, and sends your camera flying away so you have to try again.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! I got her though. Then, I got captured. In Twin Snakes, the torture sequence where you have to tap the circle button isn’t hard to get through. I had no idea that it’s practically fucking impossible in the original. Fuck Kojima for this, genuinely. “They wanted you to suffer like Snake is suffering! 🤓” okay but it’s a video game you pretentious asshole. I’ve seen strategies to make it a lot easier I guessssssssssssssssssss, like running a pen or something over the button—idk how well that works on newer controllers. Or… you know, tensing your arm so you can do that VIBRATE thing. Whatever. Me? I mapped circle to autofire, so fuckayooooou kojima. I hate it lol I HATE IT. I don’t like having to do stuff like that, I just want plaaaaaaaay the ga—YOU KNOW IT’S BAD ENOUGH, KOJIMA, THAT 90% OF THE GAME IS CUTSCENES. WHAT AM I EVEN “PLAYING” TO BEGIN WITH? Overall, I do really like it but FFS 😭 aaaaaanything else… Yeah, Sisters’ chapter in DQ4. I’d say it’s my favorite, but they’re all my favorite tbh. You know, though, I don’t… understand… why Minea the Fortune Teller isn’t the “mage” between them—okay, they *both* use magic, but Minea also can wield swords while Manya (Dancer) can’t. Surely a Dancer is more melee-oriented than a Fortune Teller, right? Who cares. Goodnight. |
Memes and stuff to reward your suffering
if he was a good person, he’d credit it instead of pretending it was just a stroke of creative genius.
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Preparing for another try 😪 might begin today |
That’s about all.Pls keep praying for me, just in case. |
Remember
Remember the March of Fujimasa
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The Wisdom of the Saints: DeathThe business of the Christian is nothing else than to be ever preparing for death.” –St. Irenaeus |
Ttyl, pls have a good day.Godblesfrien btw go read all my other stuff, idk why you haven’t yet. InPieces.rip |
Tfw
no ghost gf
real
oldfags know he wasn’t just “messing around sketching memes
for my comic”, he was specifically attempting to draw Rape
Rodent 🐭
Hasan
trying to act intelligent for a day was pretty funny tbh, good
for him.
